“I have been unhappy for years,” my husband said calmly, adjusting his collar in the hallway mirror.

He flashed his brand new teeth at his own reflection. They were perfect. Straight, white, and flawless. I knew exactly how much they cost because the thick cream folder from Dr. Evans’ dental clinic was still sitting on the kitchen counter. Inside was the receipt for $14,000.

I paid in cash and a cashier’s check. My signature was at the bottom.

“My lawyer will call you next week,” he added. He picked up his leather duffel bag.

He didn’t look at me. He didn’t yell. He just opened the front door and walked out into the crisp morning air, leaving thirty-one years of marriage behind him like a discarded wrapper.

The floor tilted under my feet. My lungs forgot how to pull air.

I didn’t cry. I didn’t chase him down the driveway. Something cracked in my chest. Not broke. Cracked. Like a windshield taking a stone on the highway.

Let me back up.

For the last three decades, I was the anchor of our home. I worked as a night-shift oncology nurse at St. Jude’s in Chicago. I knew the smell of hospital sanitizer better than my own perfume. I worked twelve-hour shifts, coming home when the streetlights were still glowing orange against the dawn.

Richard stopped working ten years ago. He told everyone he was “managing our investments.” What that really meant was that he sat in his home office with the door closed, browsing the internet and watching daytime television while I paid the mortgage.

Over the years, his health declined. Specifically, his teeth. He started losing them in his late forties. By his mid-fifties, he was missing several in the back and his front teeth were badly decayed. He stopped smiling in photographs. He stopped going out to dinner with our friends. He mumbled when he spoke, trying to hide his mouth behind his hand.

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